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melanie_jrocks
19 August 2007 @ 04:34 pm
In Love All Over Again


Author:
Melanie_Jrocks & Mi_eeeeee- (mods)
Genre: Romance/Humor/Drama
Pairings: MiyaviXAyako (OFC)
Rating: NC-17 (for later chapters)
Summary:The moving of one forced the childhood couple apart- both tried to cope throughout the years as they went their sepearate ways. Although who would know they would meet up again years later on a plane back to Japan, one of them an uprising star and the other of the most famous musicians in Japan.
Status: Ongoing

Previous chapter-  Chapter 1


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After sleeping soundly in the midst of his nap, Miyavi naturally woke up by the sunrise, the rays shining into the plane. Slowly opening his eyelids only to see Ayako-Chan still resting. He then just remembered meeting this great girl, and it was not just a dream. Miyavi smiled calmly and was only looking at her sleep, for even this made him contented.

With the sunbeams coming into the window, Ayako stirred slightly and sat up. Yawning quietly, she rubbed her eyes making sure not to smear her make up. Blinking a couple of times, she looked over to Miyavi. For a moment she had forgotten what had happened and she looked at him confused, almost asking him what he was doing sitting next to her and then she had remembered. A small blush had come upon her face about how she had fallen asleep on him, and she just hope she hadn't made a fool of herself.

Seeing this sleeping beauty awake in his presence, has made Miyavi even happier. As the usual cheerful laughter-looking smile came across his face, he was just so excited to meet another new friend coming back to Japan.....or could she even become more than a friend to him? Looking at her gently rub her eyes, she couldn’t' possibly be any cuter. His heart began to feel all warm and cozy. "Had a good nap there Ayako-Chan?" as he tapped her head lightly.

She nodded. "I hope I didn't make your arm fall asleep." She giggled a little before she thought.
"Oh, it's fine. Besides, it felt weightless. We are landing now so.." as he suddenly changes to a nervous, embarrassed side. "Where are you planning on staying once we land?"

For a moment, she had forgotten where she had been staying. It had only been a few weeks since she had moved in. "It's just a small apartment in Shinjuku, but it'll do for now until I save up more money and get better gigs. But everything is mine." She said proudly, covering a yawn with her hand.

Pulling out his laptop, Yoshiki began to browse the internet. He looked through his myspace to see if he had any more messages- of course he did. He sighed, deciding that he would look through that later. For the moment he made up his mind to check to see if there were any new odd gossip going around about the band, no doubt there was.
Gackt looked over Yoshiki's shoulder, deciding to be nosy for the moment. "Ahh.. can't get enough of yourself can you Yoshiki?" He asked with a small smile. He was teasing of course. It was something they did often. Yoshiki was just making sure there weren't any too farfetched rumors going out around there, such as... Gackt sleeping with Miyavi, that they couldn't deal with.

He looked over to Gackt and rolled his eyes. "I'm not as self centered as you would like to believe I am Camui" Giving Gackt a small smile, he turned and blinked. Jref? There seemed to be something new there under the Miyavi forum. Clicking on the link- his eyes widened. There was the picture of Miyavi and Ayako sleeping on the plane and two whole paragraphs about them on the plane- but how could this have happened?!

"So you are staying in Shinjuku? I think me and the band will be staying in a hotel near there. This is nice. Maybe we will be able to meet outside sometime. It could get pretty boring hanging around those guys all day long." Miyavi said as he looked over at the three to see their shocked faces.

Ayako smiled widely and nodded. "Yeah, I’d love t-" Stopping in mid sentence, she looked over in the direction of the three other band mates that were slightly intimidating in her opinion. They seemed to be frowning over something on the laptop.

Miyavi scrunched his eyebrows together and had a confused look on. "Yoshiki-kun.... why do you look so shocked? What's the matter?" .
Yoshiki looked over to Miyavi and shook his head.” Don’t worry about it Miyavi, it's nothing." He then looked over to Gackt and Sugizo. He began to talk in a quite tone of voice, trying to keep it away from Miyavi. "Who do you think did this? It had to be someone on this plane? A Stewardess perhaps?" he asked and sighed. He couldn't exactly tell the people on the forum it was fake. the picture itself looked clearly real and the band was in the background. Besides, if he told them that the picture was fake- how could he explain that they were all photo shopped.
"This is a problem" Gackt mumbled quietly and placed his arm to the back of his head, not bothering to look over at Miyavi.
This might be something bad. Another bad rumor? Miyavi wasn't sure, but seeing how Ayako had changed in her sentence, he was a little even more concerned. "What's wrong? Why did you suddenly stop in ur sentence?" A little worried in his thoughts because of the change in her expression, Miyavi was getting even more worried that perhaps he had done something wrong or that she wasn't interested in him- but he was getting more and more interested in her by the second.

Turning to Miyavi she shook her head "Nothing is wrong, it's just they all seem so worried over something. Why don't you go see if they're okay. I'll live." She said and gave him a gentle nudge. After all they were his band mates and she was just a girl he had met a few hours ago. She gave him an encouraging smile. Besides if they were worried over something, it probably had to do with the band, and Miyavi should probably be there too.
Sugizo mumbles to the others, "This could get ugly. Such a mystery. That‘s the part of being famous that always sucks, it gives us trouble."
Yoshiki thinks to himself, 'how could this possibly have happened? How strange. This better not be some kind of prank.'

Gackt sighed heavily and rubbed his eyes. " Do you think we should ask the stewardesses or just let this thing go?" If they confronted the Stewardesses- if they did anything...it might seem like something was actually going on and that didn't mean the rumors would get any better or worse.
"well... how else would this stop?" Yoshiki let out a long sigh and rubbed his eyebrows with an annoyed face on.
After hearing Ayako say that, he got up unwillingly and slowly, but he did walk over to the rest of the band. "Hey, what's the matter? Why do you guys all look so down and frustrated?"

Ayako had decided to give the four of them their privacy. Opening up her notebook once more, she took off the cap of her pen and began to write the lyrics of her new song. Perhaps if she finished it in time she would sing it at the gig she had in one of the nightclubs. Humming quietly, she tapped her foot on the floor of the plane. Twirling a strand of hair around her finger as she thought. She just hoped that what ever it is S.K.I.N was worrying about, that it was nothing too big.

"Well, I really don’t like the looks of this and it can cause big trouble, but here" Yoshiki answered as he turns the laptop towards Miyavi "THIS is what's wrong."
Miyavi dropped his jaw. How could this have happened? This is ridiculous. Then he became a bit angry. "Why does this always have to happen?! Just because we are famous doesn't mean we can't have relationships! omg... " "How do you think this can be solved?"

Yoshiki turned the laptop back around. "I don't think it can Miyavi. It's already on the internet and I don't think we can really ask the person to take the picture off- plenty of people have already seen it." He sighed.” Things like this happen all the time Miyavi." He gave the younger musician a small smile.
Gackt felt bad for Miyavi. The rest of the group had been in the music industry for a lot longer then he had and were used to these sort of things, but Miyavi was still young and naive for the most part, while they were used to the harshness of the business and the ongoing of gossip and the daily life.

"Ugh, this sucks. I just hope it wont become too big. Plus, the picture is quite small and parts of us are cut off." To admit, the rest of the band did notice that, but thought that maybe not everyone will believe it. Turning back in hesitation to Ayako, he felt bad towards her because he had just met her- but got her troubled already.
As he walks back to the seat beside her, he kind of looks down at his hands and began fidgeting with his fingers.

"Um.. Ayako-Chan.. the thing we were just worried about... on the laptop, there seems to be a picture of us ...sleeping together. I'm really sorry! getting you tangled into the world of nasty rumors already! I feel really awful! but I don't know where that picture will take us. I really hope not a lot of people will believe it." Miyavi says all this as a sincere apology with an extremely worried look. He really didn't want to let that end the relationship they had, but if she felt too worried about it, then worse comes to worse- he'll just have to...let her go.

Seeing Miyavi walk back to her, she put her pen down and looked at the look on his face. Frowning- he looked rather upset. "Miyavi-kun? Is everything alright?" Hearing his explanation, her frown deepened before a smile broke out on her face. "Don't worry, it's alright. There's not reason to apologize to me. You didn't do anything wrong" Smiling warmly at him, she put a hand over his. Ayako kept her hand there for a moment before removing it and putting it back in her own lap. "Its only a silly rumor. It happens all the time right? It'll blow over."

How understanding Ayako is being has made Miyavi lose all of his sadness. Ayako... she was something else. All his worries were gone now, but not for long. For something else was about to stir up.

"Oh, Ayako-Chan. I’m really relieved that you are not mad. I thought this might have upset you." Then he let out a relieved laughter. "So, I heard you were going to prefer-"
Yoshiki noticed a glimpse of someone standing in the shadows and stood up.
Right then, out of the corner of his eyes, Miyavi saw Yoshiki suddenly walked angrily over somewhere. As Miyavi's eyes followed him, Yoshiki approached ...a stewardess?
Gackt stood up as well and followed Yoshiki.

She stood behind the curtain near the cockpit, hidden in the shadows. A small digital camera in her hands. The stewardess's eyes narrowed as she watched the band. She couldn't believe Ayako Kokobunji. 'That stupid Nobody model- who did she think she was cuddling up to Miyavi like that?!' She gripped her fists in anger.
Yoshiki stepped half way into the shadows and snatched the digital camera out of her hands!

"What is this?! What kind of person are you?! How could you do something like this?!" Just then, the rest of the group saw what was going on and all heads turned to the two, as if the camera has swerved to Yoshiki and the stewardess with all the other's frozen expression staring.

'So this was how the picture got onto the website.' Gackt looked at her with disappointment in his eyes. Flights like this were supposed to include privacy- especially in first class.
"I'm going to have to call and talk to the supervisor about you- perhaps even the company board."
Ayako stood up and walked over to where the group of them were. She had no idea why she had the urge to stand up for the stewardess- but she felt the need to stand up for her in this situation, even though she was the victim of her action.
"I'm sure she didn't mean any harm!" She blurted out looking up at Yoshiki and Gackt. She swallowed hard. This was the first time she had actually been so close to them or said anything to them. She was nervous actually. "I know that she shouldn't have taken that picture, but...its not like...well.." She flushed. "I...I forgot what I was going to say" She said and scratched the back of her head.

Looking at Ayako, she rolled her eyes and put her hands on her hips. She couldn't believe this stupid model singer girl want to be was actually trying to stand up for her when she was hogging the man that she wanted. Oh well, she would play it up as much as she could to get off the hook.

Still very upset at this stewardess, Yoshiki added, "I don't care what you are planning to do or whatever. I will not allow you to do these types of things! Why can't you just accept things the way they are? If you continue to spread rumors and cause trouble, I will never forgive you, and if you continue with this type of personality, I wonder how the people around you will like you. Even though you may say sorry right now, it really doesn't seem as if you mean it." Then he took the camera and went to look for her supervisor to report the incident.

Following Yoshiki actions, Gackt took the stewardess by the arm. "This was a really cruel thing you are doing and will get out of hand if it continues. Come with us." On the way to see the supervisor, he also had deleted all the band/Miyavi related pictures.
Miyavi got up and approached Ayako. "Ayako-Chan. Even though that was very nice of you to stand up for her, don't even bother with those types of people. Let's just go sit back down." As they walk back to their seat, Miyavi felt a huge weight has been lifted off his shoulders.

As she sat down in her seat, she couldn't help but feel bad for the stewardess. "I know she's not a great person- but there's some good qualities in everyone." Ayako said and folded her legs underneath her. "Or maybe I’m just too naive..." She put a finger to her chin in thought.

After they had talked to the supervisor, they had returned to their seats as well. The stewardess was to be fired and banned from the company, and she was to be seated in coach class until the flight ended and had nothing to do with the first class for the remainder of the flight. "That was a hassle." Gackt said annoyed.
Yoshiki gave a nod and rubbed his temples. "At least we got rid of the problem right away, hopefully. We can't monitor her the whole time she stays in Japan. Who knows what she'll say or do. Let's just hope it's nothing bad." He leaned back in his seat, trying to relax.

When he heard Yoshiki and Gackt's conversation as they came back, Sugizo agreed, "I don't think we will need to worry much about her. It isn't everyday that you meet a rock star, so people probably won't really believe her."
"Hopefully" Gackt said and closed his eyes, letting them rest. He wasn't really asleep- his eyes were just exhausted from being open for a period of time.
Opening his laptop again, Yoshiki began to write lyrics for their new album. He might as well do something for the next hour before they land at the airport. Hopefully from here on out it would be smooth sailing.

Miyavi jumped up from his seat hearing the great news and exclaimed to Ayako, "You heard that?! Problem's solved!" and started clapping. He was being his usual quirky self. Then feeling a little loud, Miyavi just sat back down but still laughing. He was so excited to know that the girl he just met was a very kind-hearted person AND there will be no more trouble coming from the stewardess. Feeling Ayako's attention on him, he felt even happier. 'Could this be the girl of my dreams?' He wondered to himself. The two were just laughing heartily. Then Miyavi simmered down and took Ayako's hand into his.
Looking back at Miyavi, Ayako smiled and blushed slightly. Wrapping her fingers around his larger hand. Noticing that she wasn't pulling her hands away, he felt at ease.
"How long are you guys going to stay in Tokyo?" She knew that Miyavi had a tour not too long after he got back to Japan just about a few weeks.

With a kind smile, he replied, "Well, we'll be going on a tour in a few weeks, but we'll still be here for about.. three and a half weeks I think. And since we just came back from performing in America, our managers are letting us have a mini vacation for a few days before we have to get back to work." Miyavi gripped Ayako's hands a little firmer. "So, what are you going to do first when we land?"

"I actually have a photo shoot right when I get off the plane" She rolled her eyes slightly. "I've been working a lot lately." She was finally making her way to her dream. It was slow, but she was getting there. The more she was getting noticed, the sooner or later she was bound to get signed to a record company. It wouldn’t be too long now- and besides, having photoshoots like this was good practice for the future.

Hearing how she was going to be busy right after they get off, a small sadness appeared in his eyes. He was actually planning to ask her out for the day to hang out more. Miyavi just couldn't get enough of Ayako-Chan. He looks down, but then turns his head back towards Ayako. " Aww, you're busy right away? That suck,. and I have these few days off too. Who am I going hang out with now?" Miyavi gives her the cutest pout ever! along with his puppy dog eyes as he brought her hand up to his chest.

She frowned a little. How could she say no to that face- it wasn't face, it was making her heart melt. "Well. I suppose if you wouldn't mind sitting there for a few hours until I'm done- you could come to the photo shoot. Maybe they'd let you take a few pictures with me?" Ayako fell victim to his spell. It wasn't fair that he was so charming and she was such a fan of his. It was like he was Satan wearing an angel's clothes.
"Really?! That would be so amazing!" Miyavi was too excited to hear that she wouldn't mind him tagging along. He was squirming in his seat with this childish expression on his face and laughing like a little girl. "Now I can see Ayako-Chan working. That would be awesome. I'd love too. Do you want me to help you settle down in your apartment?" Miyavi asks slyly as if he was going to even get some this early.

Happy that they are now setting a date already, just excites him. "That's great then! It'll just take me a little to unpack than I'm yours." Miyavi says the last part all sweet. "Then tea it is! It's a date!" Miyavi was getting all hyped up - just when he felt Ayako's expression changed and her grip on his hands tightened. The plane was starting to land.
 
 
Current Mood: indifferentindifferent
Current Music: Miyavi- Boku wa Shiteru
 
 
melanie_jrocks
19 August 2007 @ 02:57 am

Author:  Melanie_Jrocks, Mi_eeeeee

Genre: Romance/Humor/Drama
Pairings: MiyaviXAyako (OFC)
Rating: NC-17 (for later chapters)
Summary:The moving of one forced the childhood couple apart- both tried to cope throughout the years as they went their sepearate ways. Although who would know they would meet up again years later on a plane back to Japan, one of them an uprising star and the other of the most famous musicians in Japan.
Status: Ongoing

The S.K.I.N premiere had ended and the super group had just boarded the plane back to Japan. Entering the first class section, Miyavi walked past a lonesome girl sitting in the row adjacent to his. As he found his seat and walked over to it, he had caught a glimpse of the lovely figure out of he corner of his eyes. He was just wearing his usual white wife beater with a black thin jacket and wearing a black rope necklace and baggy jeans. It was gonna be a long plane ride home so he'd rather be dressed comfortable rather than stylish, although he still managed to look good. There was always a chance of a surprise paparazzi attack.

Ayako, the girl he had seen before, was sitting by the window where the morning sun came shining through radiating on her porcelain-like skin tone and reflected off her bright blue eyes, which was rather unusual for someone of Japanese decent. Her long black hair shimmered in the light as she ran her fingers through it, and she seemed to be looking at something with concentration and had yet to notice him. Though he hadn't decided if that was a curse or a blessing. Ayako wore an off the shoulder form fitting pink shirt that hung to her hourglass figure with three quarter sleeves along with a pair of form fitting jeans and white flats. Her eyes were lined with black eyeliner and a hint of white glitter on top of her eyelids.

He ignored her for a while but his mind couldn't block out her image. She had this natural beauty and such an aura about her that attracted him. Miyavi was just chatting with his band members about how the performance was such a success and how great the American fans were. He had done a smaller performance at the Tabu lounge in Las Vegas- but the performance with S.K.I.N greatly outshone the small concert at the nightclub. They were so energetic that it was unbelievable, nothing like what they had experienced before.

Ayako was bending over the notebook, writing down lyrics. It seemed as if she was in her own world for the moment. Hearing footsteps, she quietly put her pen down and looked over to her side to see Miyavi sitting next to her. A small blush rose up on her cheeks and she just stared at him for a moment not knowing what to say. "Uhm..ah...that is..." She looked down at her lyrics, breaking eye contact, trying not to make herself seem more like an idiot than she already has. Noticing how even more cute she looked up close, Miyavi couldn't help but have a warm sensation flood across his body. Even though he wasn't in absolute disguise and she MAY be just one of those rabid fan girls, he still wanted to take a risk and said to himself under his breath; "Don't hesitate and just go."

Then with his usually cheerful face that's so adorable and with a happy tone he just asked, "Hi there! what are you doing?"
Ayako looked up at him and bit her bottom lip and then took a deep breath. 'Just breath Ayako' she reminded herself. 'He's just a normal person. Sure he's famous and drop dead sexy...but he's just a normal person..' "I'm coming back from a photo shoot from L.A actually, writing new song lyrics or singing always helps calm me down though- especially with heights." She scratched the back of her head and laughed a bit nervously. "What about you?"
As he was examining her the whole time she was talking and her behaviors. he thought to himself, 'wow, maybe this girl IS different. She is so cute, and is surely my type. I wonder if we would have something going on later on.' With the end to his thought, he giggled a little bit before answering. Then it hit him that he was just in L.A. too! Maybe it's fate that had brought them together on the plane. Who knows!
"WOW! you were in L.A. ? So was I!" and he had this wide smile on his face. "I was doing a concert around there. So ..... do you perhaps know who I am?"
Ayako nodded. "You're Miyavi" she said a bit shyly. "I knew who you were- but...you're just a normal person like everyone else even though you're famous." Shyly, she began to twirl a strand of hair around her finger, and looked over at him a warm smile broke out on her face "Fame doesn't change how people should treat you because you're still the same person you were before." Looking over Miyavi's shoulder to the rest of his band mates, she could tell that they were trying to listen into the conversation. She rose an eyebrow slightly and tried to ignore them. Feeling a slight blush returning to her face, she dropped her hands to her lap and looked back at down to her notebook.
As she said those few words, 'Just because you are famous doesn't mean people should treat you different' has totally amazed Miyavi. He has yet to hear any girl say that to him, for his past dates or girlfriends did take at least a slight interest in his famous side. He was liking the sound of Ayako already. Seeing how she is not the one of those typical fan girls, he decides that it might be ok to go on with her.

When he noticed her eyeing the band and how Yoshiki, Gackt, and Sugizo are listening in, he just let out a quick little laugh as he looks over at them. Then returning his attention back to Ayako he told her, "Oh, don't mind them. They mean no harm and are all very nice." He noticed her cheeks turning a few shades redder and lifts her chin up with his right index and middle fingers to make her eyes meet his. Looking up at Miyavi, her light blue eyes met his dark chocolate ones. Taking in a deep breath while her eyes searched his, she forgot that she was on the plane and people were around them for a moment. As his hand touched her chin she could've sworn that she felt small shivers run down her spine.

Slowly sneaking up behind the two of them, Gackt smirked. It wasn't very often that he was able to see Miyavi like this- so close with a woman. Slowly climbing on the back of the chairs, only his head was visible. His hands gently gripping on the back of the head rests. "Are you gonna kiss her Meevers?!", He asked in excitement, purposely ruining what ever moment the two of them were having together.
Yoshiki looks up from the papers and asked, "Oh Gackt, why are you planning on spoiling the two lil’ love bird's moment? Get back over here."
Smiling slightly which then turned to a slight frown, "Aww.. it's much better view from here."
Turning to Ayako, Yoshiki apologized, "Sorry, he's just having a lil fun. It's ok. Just get back to whatever you guys were talking about. Come sit down Gackt.", Yoshiki lowered his voice and added in a small whisper "plus, you can still watch it from here"

Seeing how his senpais are teasing him, he just laughs it off then looks up at Gackt and eyes him to go away and let him do his thing. With the disturbances gone, Miyavi turned back to Ayako and gazes into her beautiful calm eyes. This had made him feel as if he was looking out the window at the clear blue sky itself, for her eye color is so amazing. He noticed that she was not full Japanese. Her porcelain skin tone told him no, that she was clearly a mix of Caucasian. However, this doesn’t' bother him at all. With his thoughts gone wild over this girl whom he had just met, he focused back on her gorgeous face and complimented, "Your eyes,... they are very beautiful......just like you"

Gackt looked over to Yoshiki and grinned. He leaned over and whispered to him, "Do you think he's finally going to get some?"
Yoshiki looked at Miyavi, then back to Gackt. He rolled his eyes. "I think he's gotten "some" before. Just be quiet and let him 'do his thing' "
"You're such an old fart Yoshiki" Gackt told him while laughing. He was joking good naturedly of course. He put a hand on his friend's shoulder in a friendly manner.

"Thank you...It's a compliment that I will accept gratefully if it's coming from a man such as yourself" she said quietly, her voice melodic. A small smile appeared on her face, causing her eyes to shine slightly. She didn't really know what it was about Miyavi. She had just met him not even an hour ago and he already had her under his spell. Sure she had met famous people before- but none of them had such an effect on her like he had.

Miyavi was listening to her melodic voice as she spoke, and completely caught the image of her gentle smile and how it had made her eyes shine. Especially by the window seat right where the sunrays reflected her eyes back into the sky. If he had a camera, he would totally take a picture because it would last longer, however he didn't. Plus, that would be just.... a lil awkward.
"Your welcome." he replied like such a gentleman that he is. Seeing something more, ...something deeper in this girl, Miyavi then asks " Well, I really do enjoy talking to you. You seem like such a fun girl and I would love to get to know you better. Where will you be heading to after we land?" 

Ayako thought for a moment at Miyavi's question. What would she be doing after she landed and got back to Tokyo?
"Well- I have a few photoshoots to go to, and a gig at local club...but nothing too big." Her hand to the back of her head, she smiled slightly. It was still hard to imagine the idea that she was sitting next to Miyavi and talking to him like this, but he was just a normal guy underneath all the fame and she was just a normal girl trying to make her way in the entertainment industry.

Gackt lent back in his seat and put his hands behind his head. Looking up at the ceiling, he sighed and looked over at Yoshiki. He sort of missed Miyavi's loud company. Just how long did he intend to sit with that girl? She seemed quiet and shy-she couldn't really be that interesting to be with. After all, Miyavi was loud and eccentric...
Just then, Yoshiki whispers over to Gackt. "What are you thinking about now? Don't be jealous of our lil Miyavi and his new girl. I'm sure you got plenty before."
Sugizo overhears the two of them talking and joins in. "You guys are all so entertaining. It makes me happy when ever I'm around." He laughs a little. "Plus, there's never a dull moment either. How about we just leave the two alone....for now...."
Gackt looked over to Yoshiki again and nodded. "I have- but I just don't want this to wind up as something that disturbs the flow of the band, you know? There's so many bad things that can become of a girlfriend or a lover- or a female friend even. It's safer not to have them." He mumbled quietly, putting his hands in his lap. He had learned that the hard way.
Sugizo looked over at Gackt and frowned. He hadn't thought that Gackt had felt that way. He had known that Gackt was avoiding women, but not for that reason. He didn't really know what to say.
Putting a hand on Gackt's shoulder, Yoshiki gave a soft smile. "Why don't you give her the benefit of the doubt and see what happens before anything else, hmm? Wouldn't it be fair to get to know her first?" he asked quietly.

Seeing how cute and pretty Ayako really is, it surely didn't surprise Miyavi that she could be a model.
"Its very relaxing to know that you treat me like a normal g- " Suddenly he just realized, that through talking all this time to her, he didn't even ask for her name!
"Oh my! I'm so sorry! How rude of me. All this time talking- you know who I am, but I don't know who you are!" Then laughing nervously, Miyavi smacked himself on the forehead and felt so embarrassed.
"So.. I am Miyavi. May I ask what your name is?"
She flustered for a moment, forgetting that she hadn't introduced herself. "Oh! I'm Ayako Kokobunji! It's nice to meet you!" She said laughing at the late introduction. Reaching over she rubbed his forehead gently where he smacked it- it was starting to turn pink. Feeling a little rosy in the cheeks from the touch of Ayako's hand, Miyavi felt like this girl must be such a caring person or so, and just wanted to grab a hold onto her hands, but that would have been too much. Not to mention a little weird. Miyavi was certainly just as interesting as everyone said he was. Ayako felt herself start to grow tired- she hadn't had a good night sleep in three days or so. The photoshoots were going behind schedule and she was only in L.A for a limited amount of time. But she hid her tiredness.
Even though Ayako tried to hide it, Miyavi knew how tired she must have been when she told him what her job was, and what she was going to have to do. He was of course very familiar with that type of busy schedule. Realizing that he must have been keeping her up, he turned to face forward and took his left hand to lay her head onto his right shoulder.
Chuckling a little, he says, "You can try to hide it Ayako-Chan, but I can tell you are very tired right now, because I know I am-with our busy schedule and all. I'll let you borrow my shoulder for now and you can return me the favor another time. So how about you take a rest? It is getting dark now and there's still hours till we land."

She nodded and rested her head onto Miyavi's shoulder. She could smell the lingering fragrance of his cologne. Curling her legs up underneath her, she closed her eyes and with a small yawn she quickly fell into a deep dreamless sleep. She hadn't really realized how tired she was until she closed them- it was like her eye lids had weighed a ton.

Sugizo pouted and put his head on Gackt's shoulder. "No fair no fair, I want to put my head on your shoulder and fall asleep Gacchan" looking up at him with puppy dog eyes, mocking Miyavi. It was something that the three of them did; Yoshiki, Gackt, and Sugizo...Pick on Miyavi. They couldn't help it after all Miyavi was the youngest member of S.K.I.N it was like teasing the youngest brother.
Gackt let out a chuckle and patted Sugizo's head with his right hand. "Go ahead...Ayako-Chan."
Yoshiki just couldn't help but laugh at how immature they were all being. Then he thought to himself, 'poor Miyavi. Oh well, it's too funny to let it slide.'
Gackt gave Sugizo a light push off of him with a small laugh. He knew Miyavi to be pretty open with people- but not this open. It was sort of, confusing? Looking over at Yoshiki, he blinked. "Do you think we should kidnap him back? Or maybe even when we get off the plane and kidnap the girl to our secret layer?" he asked half jokingly, although he was half serious.

Miyavi glared at his 3 senpais to hush. When he looked over to see if Ayako had heard them, -he thought he saw an angel resting upon his shoulders for a moment. The look of Ayako resting on his shoulders was so...elegant. It was then, that this invisible thread of fate had intertwined between the two of them. Like an invisible bond had just appeared and there was this heart warming aura in the shape of a heart surrounding the two. Miyavi felt very happy inside, but then yawned and tilted his head onto that of Ayako's. He closed his eyes to the image of the other three smiling at him and went to sleep. As Ayako slept peacefully, she felt Miyavi rest his head upon hers. Subconsciously, she moved her hand and gently rested it on his stomach, her hand curled into a loose fist.
"Good night, Ayako-Chan" Miyavi whispered into her ears.

"Gacchan, we can't just kidnap a girl and take her to our secret layer, we have to make sure she's passed out first. Sheesh, don't you know anything about kidnapping?" Sugizo asked and rolled his eyes good-naturedly with a smile on his face. He looked from the corner of his eyes to see the slumbering Miyavi.
Still not completely satisfied with what was going on because he felt like the band was loosing to this random girl, and just waved off his thoughts and went to sleep as well, for he was very tired. He looked over to Sugizo and Yoshiki on both of his sides, to only see that they were on their way off to sleep as well. It was, a very great, but tiring trip.






Next chapter

 
 
melanie_jrocks
18 August 2007 @ 04:43 am
I don't know why it is...that every time I write a song or a poem it's been in a man's point of view...I guess it's just so much easier to write, girls have so many complicated emotions....

Anyway- time for my attempt at writing a song.

Like Yesterday

You used to love me once
You welcomed me with wide open arms
Your lips brushed against mine
before you told me you loved me

When did it all go wrong
Was it all the times I was late
When I forgot our anniversary
Or when we got into the fight
And I told you I didn't care anymore

[Chorus]
The feeling of you in my arms
The smell of your perfume
Your soft kisses
...I can remember them like yesterday
But today, they're only memories
[End Chorus]

I'm sorry for all that was said and done
I didn't mean for things to get so bad
Or for you to cry yourself to sleep that night
You loved me, and that was enough

I miss those lazy Sunday mornings
Where we'd lay in bed in each other's arms
The times we'd laugh over coffee
Or your soft touches late at night

[Chorus]
The feeling of you in my arms
The smell of your perfume
Your soft kisses
...I remember them like yesterday
But today they're only memories
[End Chorus]

I remember the first time you said you loved me
We stood under the starry sky
The afternoon last summer
Where we danced in the rain

Where ever you are, I hope you're happy now
Even if you've moved on, I still love you
If I had a chance, I would make things right
But this time
There wouldn't be an ending

[Chorus]
The feeling of you in my arms
The smell of your perfume
Your soft kisses
...I remember them like yesterday
But today they're only memories
[End Chorus]

I just want you to know I love you
I just want you to remember that once
...you had loved me too
 
 
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melanie_jrocks
07 July 2007 @ 03:39 am

Teenagers--By:Melanie Hodgins (me!)



 It's just you and me
We'll have it our own way
That's they way things are
supposed to be
Don't tell your mother
Don't tell your father
..."They just might kill me"

Our love is like a warped road 
Always twisting and turning
We'll be fine as long as we keep moving
Don't worry we'll get through this

Our parent's think we're crazy teenagers
hell...
They might be right



Your mother asks where you're going 
You say you're going to your friend's
But in reality
You're going to see me

Oh no

What would your parent's say
If they knew you were out with the boy
Down the street they told you not to see
It's ironic their kids would fall in love
Right?

Your excuse for being late
When fooling around in the backseat
Of my car was nothing more
then studying for a test

They don't understand we're in love
To hell with our parent's
We'll do things on our own
I'll marry you one day
Even if we have to run away

Funny,
It always works out like this in the stories doesn't it?



It's just you and me
We'll have it our own way
That's the way things are
supposed to be
Don't tell your mother
Don't tell your father
..."They just might kill me"

Our love is like a warped road
Always twisting and turning
We'll be fine as long as we keep moving
Don't worry we'll get through this

Our parents think we're crazy teenagers
Hell...
They might be right


Our families hate each other
Getting married makes it that much harder
...screw that...
I'm not in it for our family
I'm in for you and me

We'll meet and midnight
and wake the priest
...hope he doesn't get too angry...


It's just you and me
We'll have it our own way
That's the way it's supposed to be
Don't tell your mother
Don't tell your father
..."They just might kill me"

Our love is like a warped road
Always twisting and turning
We'll be fine as long as we keep moving
Don't worry we'll get through this

Our parent's think we're crazy teenagers
Hell...
They might be right....

 
 
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melanie_jrocks
03 July 2007 @ 04:32 pm

Imagination- (by: Melanie Hodgins- Me)

I'm in love with a girl who doesn't know I exist
She's got a hold of me, I just can't leave
As I watch her fall in and out of love
Oh god, it's a terrible soap opera

Memories of me remain tucked away
In the corner of your mind
The once vivid childhood memory of an imaginary friend
Turns to gray scale, the cobwebs replace the clouds

I'm only a fragment of your imagination 
So please, imagine me just a bit longer
If I was able to dream
Would your face be the one I see?

You always have someone new
but for me its only been you
It ends the same old way
So i'll take your broken heart
and mend it the best I can

If I was able to dream, would your face be the one I see
Close your eyes, remember me
I'm waiting with wide open arms
I could be more then imaginary

I'm only a fragment of your imagination
So please, remember me just a bit longer
If I was able to dream
would your face be the one I see?

The surroundings begin to change
I'm speechless and you stand before me
Is this real
Can I possibly be more then imaginary?

I stand in a chapel sometime later
In front of my wife to be
I take a breath as I begin to say:

"I knew I was in love with the girl of my dreams
She knew she was in love with the man in hers
Who knew the dream would become reality
Or that we'd be standing here today"

"I remember all the times I wanted
You to notice me so badly
It seemed all that time
You were the one trying to find me"

"Now i'm standing in front of the girl
That i'm about to marry
So please don't say:
            'it's not possible-its just a dream'
Take a step back, look at you and me"

I'm only a man of imaginary memories
but please remember me for the man I am today
So hold on just a little longer
Don't let my memory slip away

I'm only a man of imaginary memories
So hold on just a little longer
Don't let my memories slip away

I'm only a man of imaginary memories

 
 
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melanie_jrocks
03 July 2007 @ 01:38 am
Transit- Transition (By: Melanie Hodgins- Me)


Congratulations, you're dead
Too late for regrets
Sit back, relax
Have another relapse

Your eyes closed on the hospital bed
Opps, flat line, guess your dead
Maybe you should've listened mom
"Drink your milk"
Maybe you should've listened dad
"eat your vegetables" 

Congratulations, you're dead
Too late for regrets
Sit back, relax
Have another relapse

Did you think you were immune
To the disease of mortality
Hold on, think again
You were only human after all 

But…

Congratulations, you're dead
Too late for regrets
Sit back, relax
Have another relapse

The end is the beginning
of the transit- transition
Turning collapse into creation
Genocide into genesis

Open your eyes and take a step forward
The end is the beginning
Of the transit- transition
Turning collapse into creation
Genocide into genesis

Open your eyes and take a step forward
Too late for regrets
Sit back, relax
Have another relapse

Transit-Transition
 
 
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melanie_jrocks
03 July 2007 @ 01:33 am


Mr. Lonley Man- By: Melanie Hodgins (me)


I looked down from the tenth story window
My heart aches for love as
The filter hangs losely from my lips
Cigarette ash falls to the floor 

Oh, what now, Mr. Lonely man?

So slowly
It sprang up so suddenly
I turned the crank of a Jack-In-The-Box
Surprise

Surprise, Mr.Lonely man, it's your lucky day. 

You said he was like your brother
he was only your friend
I wanted to believe the lies you told to me
but what was I supposed to say
when I saw the hickey on your neck 

Yet all you could say to me was-


"I'm sorry
I didn't mean for this to happen
His love is like a pipedream
His touch is like a smokescreen
When i'm with him it's like a dose of morphine" 

"I'm sorry
I didn't mean for this to happen
Your love is like a bad dream
Your touch isn't like its always been
when i'm with you all i want to do is scream"

 

Surprise
Surprise, Mr.Loney Man, it's your lucky day.

 

I look down from the tenth story window 
I think "was it nothing but a memory?"
The filter hangs losely from my lips
Cigarette ash falls to the floor

Oh, what now, Mr.Lonely man? 

So slowly
It sprang up so suddenly
I turned the crank of the Jack-In-The-Box
Surprise
Surprise Mr.Lonely Man, it's your lucky day 

So slowly
It sprang up so suddenly
I turned the crank of the Jack-In-The-Box
Surprise
Surprise
Surprise, Mr.Lonely man........It's your lucky day.

 
 
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